I wish I could say that I was Superwoman…


Life is pretty tough at the moment.  Something completely gutting and heart wrenching has hit us in the family, and we are all having to pull together to get through this terrible time.  We are full of positivity that things will get better and return to normal.  Unfortunately, I can’t divulge, as it is really personal.

Running a business, a house, and doing a degree at the same time was difficult enough, but now I am having to ask my brides and clients to bare with me, as for the next few weeks, I am understandably going to be a bit rubbish at keeping up with things.  I wish that I could say that I am superwoman, and pretend that I’m coping with everything, but as my dad says, I wear my heart on my sleeve, and am probably a little too honest sometimes.

My head feels like Mary Poppins’ hand bag.  it’s so small, but so many massive things keep coming out of it (not literally haha).  There’s this never ending list of things that I have to do, things that need doing, and it just feels like I’m never going to get through it.  I have a book called ‘Time Management for Dummies’, which is supposed to be amazing…but I haven’t had time to read it yet (that’s ironic).  Time management was never something that I was good at.  I’ll do a daily/weekly plan, and be amazing at it for a few weeks, but then it all starts falling apart.

May be I am being too honest :/ well, i did say that you’d get to know me thoroughly by reading the blog ha.

I just hope that you can all bare with me, with your kindness and understanding for a little bit.  These past two days I have been much better, just about holding it together…I think…well, I think that I am and then all of a sudden I’m not coping any more.

I feel lucky to have so many loving, caring people around me.  My friends have been amazing and much of my family.

Tonight I’m going to try and get through my 183 emails, send receipts for payments that have been made.  I played for a lovely wedding on Saturday so I shall blog about that too, and I have some photo’s from the footballers wedding now too so I shall post a couple of those too if I can


2 Comments Add yours

  1. God has a purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggle and a gift for your faithfulness.
    Don’t give up…
    Mamie & I will be praying for your situation…xxx

    1. Aw thank you, that’s really lovely.
      I hope that both of you are well x

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